I knew these things would happen when I signed up to be a foster mom.
Now I just got a phone call from the facilitator that the visit for tonight was cancelled... As BM has an appointment that could run late. She also mentioned next weeks trial.
I had enough. I called her back and said... Listen...no one is telling me anything. WHAT trial is NEXT week??? The baby's 5 year old brothers TPR trial is next week. The adorable little boy who has been in foster care for a big chunk if his short life...and has been pushed aside since his baby brother came into the picture and has taken over BMs attention at the visitations.
I am convinced that yesterday's hearing was squeezed in prior to brothers TPR trial for a reason. Typically when one TPR is approved the next one happens a little more quickly. But since she now has home visits, I don't know what to expect.
I simply don't know what to expect and that is my biggest problem. I have to put all control into a system that I really don't trust.
There is a big life lesson brewing, I know it.
Today I need to stop holding this baby, get off this couch and clean my apartment. It's horrid.
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